Starting over … again

Like the saying goes :

You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough. Life isn’t worth living unless you’re willing to take some big chances and go for broke. …

Well we took the chance and I lost …

Many stones I will find on my path ahead. It’s up to me what I make from it. Building a Bridge or a Wall.

My Engel kind – 9 maande oud vandag

 

I’m here to make you smile
when you feel a little blue,
Just look into my eyes
and I’ll smile right back at you 

 

My Little Angel

Sometimes angels aren’t covered in light
Sometimes angels aren’t always right
Sometimes angels don’t have wings
But nothing compares with the love that they bring.

My little angel isn’t very tall
My little angel hasn’t said a word at all
But there’s nothing like the sound that I hear
When my little angel is drawing near.

When my little angel comes around
I feel I can fly, and I’m leaving the ground
All I hear are the beating wings
Baby’s cries, but no other thing

My little angel sleeps all day
But when he’s in my arms, there’s nothing to say
His halo is a cow-lick of soft, golden hair
He can’t work miracles but I don’t care

My little angel can’t walk or talk
But time flies fast, and you race the clock
My little angel won’t be little for long

Author unknown

 

Broken trust can never be fixed

 

 

You said friends forever

But some things aren’t as they seem
I guess it’s okay to abandon me

After all …

It’s too bad you couldn’t see
That I have feelings too
I told you we’re not the same

And I made sure
That this wasn’t some game

I can’t believe what you did

I still don’t know what to say

I’m sorry but I just can’t get rid
Of what makes me feel this way

I was only doing my best
Because I thought it’s what you deserved
I thought you were different from the rest

I don’t know what purpose to you I served

I’m sorry I was being your friend
The very best I could be

But I am learning …

To never trust like that again

 

 

 

Miley Cyrus
The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
"You’ll never reach it"

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

 

what an eye opener this weekend has been …

This sucks en nog so paar ander woorde by

 

Nee kyk vandag is nie my dag nie . 

Die krag was alweer af, soos elke dag nog sover. Die hi-fi WERK NIE sonder krag nie, ek soek musiek om my, heeldag.  Rekenaars werk ook nie sonder krag nie (ek meen ‘n battery hou ook maar net so lank)   … ek moet oeste oppas ek is ‘n plek in die hondehok belowe (sodra ons weer ‘n hond kry) as daar weer ‘n ding vrot word

 

Al manier om die blou uit hierdie dag te haal is om lekker hard saam te luister na die songs.  Saam te sing en sommer so bietjie saam te wieg ook.  (Luister net die vloekwoorde mis in die 1ste video … )

 

 

 

Het vanoggend  ook gou weer ‘n foto’tjie van Kleine Presious laat neem, net om seker te maak alles is okey.  Ai tog dis ‘n skaam kind die

 

Ek sluit dan hierdie dag af met musiek. Soos wat die krag en die boerdery dit toelaat sal ek die klomp halwe post’s wat in die draft folder le, klaar maak en post.

Lekker week vir almal

 

What a wake-up call

Ons is nou so rapsie oor die twee weke  al in DAR en ek is besig om mal verlief te raak op die plek. Met die tipiese Afrika manier van dinge doen kruip die plek vinnig in jou hart in … en jy pas aan sonder krag en al

 

Die 1ste week hier het ons leterlik uitgekamp in die huis, opblaas matrasse en kamp stoele, die works   Glo my na die 4de aand begin jy jou bed mis en as ons meubels 2 dae later hier moes aankom het Frank ‘n ander bed gaan koop net om my mond stil te kry.

 

So word ons toe mos nou een oggend wakker gemaak met ‘n ge-doef, doef, doef, gilletjie, Michelle wat skree soos sy lag nog ‘n gilletjie weer ‘n doef, doef, doef ‘n opgewonde gilletjie van Franklin weer doef, doef  en ‘n baie ernstige Linda wat vir Michelle aanspreek “Jy moet sagter, jy gaan al die mense wakker raas” Jy is onmiddelik wakker, helder wakker, want as Michelle op en aan die gang is beter jy kyk en vinnig ook voor jy met 3 dae se opruim werk sit en dit in ‘n lee huis.  Met die dat Franklin besluit het hy slaap nie in die camping cot nie maar ook eerder op ‘n matras by ons, en dat hy nou al die wereld vol kruip, weet ons nie van die kind nie. Die spesifieke oggend het hy tot voor die venster gekruip (hier is sulke merske groot vensters in die huis) en daar gaan sit en kyk vir sy sussies wat so baljaar in die reen buite. Daar moes natuurlik honderde klein handmerkies van die venster afgewas word, but who cares die gesig was priceless.

 

 

 

 

 

 

My engel kind word nou te vinnig groot.

 

 

 

Ek vertel later in die week vir julle van die heerlike naweek wat ons sonder krag gehad het   Sommer die bure ook kom voorstel hier, regte klomp party animals die mense   Sal ook foto’s kom wys van die besoek aan die aarbei plaas.

Dis weer ‘n heerlike warm dag hier (lees $#@% warm) ek hoor die see roep